Yeah I know it’s been about 4 days. I just haven’t been able to write lately due to a few things. First and foremost my depression is back and it’s not good. I’m feeling the weight, anxiety and stress in extreme levels. What does this do? Many things. It exacerbates the symptoms of my Parkinson’s greatly. I get insomnia fairly …

Welcome back! I’m kind of back!?! Ugggg. Back on my normal medication regimen. Got it all worked out yesterday. Still recovering though. I don’t know why things got messed up. Requested a discussion with my doctor about it to try and prevent things like this from happening. In my daze of the past few days I forgot to mention we’ve …

Alright. I made it mid day today! That’s an improvement. I woke up again feeling terrible. Still feel fairly horrible. This will be another short one but I’m giving it my best effort! Ok today… update! get my meds back tomorrow! See the medication specialist (what ever that is) on the 22nd. Can’t wait! I know we can do better …

Another late night blog… a late late night blog. It’s been about 3 days I think. My worlds been slowly getting worse. Somehow my meds got messed up and I ran short. Was unable to secure a refill so from day before last until at least Monday I’m on a reduced dosage and might run out. How can this happen …

Late night blog’n… well it’s 10pm and that’s typically past my bed time. I’m usually out cold by now. I promised a blog today, I had a little energy left so here I am. For better or for worse 😆 Well got the 3D printer set back up today. Got a test print out but the gasket and protective film …

Not to be selfish, of which this is… but having a very kind and supportive friend pass unexpectedly brought be down a lot. Then the printer broke. The device of which was taking up most of my time and attention. After that my mind had little to focus on so being creative is difficult and some depression set back in… …

Yeah I had to delay the blog a day… again. I haven’t been feeling well. Physically or in spirits, but we’ll get to that. I’ve found myself short on patience lately. I’m starting to feel like all the good has gone away and I’m back to the same old life of fear. I did get some clothing and assistance for …

I know I know… it’s been 3 days. BUT it’s been a doozy of 3 days! Let’s get right into it. Where to start, where to start. Let’s start with the best news! Energy Assistance finally responded and came through with a pledge large enough to keep my propane filled all winter! So I can now ensure I’ll definitely be …

I come to you this evening with mixed feelings. I’m excited about all the projects I’m working on but I’m extremely saddened by the lose of a good friend… Today suddenly I found out that Ralph Niese has passed away. Ralph was a friend, artist and a wonderful person. We’ve spoken much more these last couple months. I’ve been sharing …

Hello my friends! Welcome back! So I figured we’d start out this blog with the good and end with what’s not so great?!? Sound good? Cool! Let’s go… So first and foremost the 3D printer has been just amazing. It’s kept my mind and body busy. It’s brought attention to my painting and other artwork. It’s given me avenues to …

Yep! I’m still here. My hands haven’t been working well so not able to type all that well. As like right now I’m typing about 3 to 5 words a minute… My hands are tremoring, rigid, extremely sore. Been working them hard and myself too… so let’s get into all of that. Slowly lol. Firstly I live with a friend …

Well another day and yeah another day… Things haven’t been really exciting. Mostly boring days of me printing and painting. Haven’t felt well for the last couple days. So been extra blah totally lacking energy. I meant to write this earlier but fell asleep. So let’s start there. Had an ok day. Woke up, made coffee, chatted while I worked …

I’m still here! As you can see by the many videos I’ve been posting on social media! Facebook.com/dropKAGInstagram: @dropkagClick in and give me a follow to see what art projects I’m currently working on! If you feel the urge buy or commission something and support my journey and battle again Parkinson’s Disease! Ok, I’ve slowed the blog a little for …

So first I’ll start with an apology. I guess yesterday got away from me… I swear I made my daily post and next thing you know I’m off to bed, decided to check Facebook, noticed I didn’t copy the post over? Well that’s because I didn’t make one. My bad… blame it on the Parkinson’s 🙂 Well let’s start with …

Well well well, here we are again. I think yesterday I said that I was diagnosed at 41 which is incorrect. I was diagnosed at 40… dang Parkinson’s. Yep that’s my new blame all… if I mess up. “Dang Parkinson’s”. Well enough of that jibber jabber let’s get on with it. Propane furnace / trailer heat…. So a friend from …

Excuse my language but hot damn we made it to 40… the age I was just before being diagnosed and then things came crashing down around me. I pray none of you ever have to experience what I have… and if you have I truly hope things worked out for you! Because dang this is hard. Well on with it …

It was a working, tired, mostly uneventful weekend. So let’s just jump right into it! Tired… very tired. I haven’t been sleeping well. My schedule is all messed up. I am eating a little better thanks to the Boost shakes but still not where I need to be. I seem to be improving but it’s all so hard to tell …

Firstly sorry for missing a day. Yesterday was a super full day and I just didn’t have the time or energy to sit down and write. So again I apologize, I appreciate you all, thank you for reading and especially thanks for the assistance! Well we might as well talk about yesterday. Woke up really early. Not feeling well at …

Well well well… boy oh boy. It’s been a ride of a month. This will be a mostly good one! So if you want that for a change, then read on! Firstly… in some of my previous blog posts the time stamp is off because somehow my system time got changed to be GMT or something *facepalm*. Fixed. I’ll be …

Here’s something new a mid day post at 1PM! Well I’m having lunch, just a sandwich, some chips and my favorite! a boost shake. I swear they make me hungry, feel better and I think are a huge part of getting nutrition in my body right now. So THANK YOU everyone, they will continually be on my Amazon list because …

Singing “It’s 2AM, 30 F-N degrees in here and I hate life” as I get up this morning cold, hurting knowing the propane went out because the little space heater that could just can’t. It at least keeps the bed area in the broken down beauty a bit warmer than the rest of the travel trailer. One advantage is it’s …

Ok we’ve made it to 34, so we’re doing goood! Well today has been busy but mostly just that busy work. This morning I woke up and did the normal morning routine. Streches, Dart (doggy) and coffee. Then I packed packages. Decided to take the day off painting because my hands are killing me today but we’ll get to that …

Here we are number thirty three! Let’s just jump right on into this one. I’d say it’s going to be short but heck, ya never know where my mind is going to take me. Firstly we’re gonna talk about the donations. You folks are literally saving me with all the donations. My bank account was negative and now it’s getting …

Ok, I think we skipped yesterday. It was a bit of a blur. The last week as been. Somethings been wrong. I thought it was my meds but after taking twice my normal anxiety/stress/etc medication one day… everything calmed a bit that day. So I’m assuming the stress of all these things is finally breaking me a bit. I knew …

Well… it’s now 3:40am. I woke up at 2:30am because I was cold. I look at the temp of the travel trailer I currently live in and it’s 32 degrees. Not the first time this has happened. So I have to warm myself up enough to make my body work. When it get’s cold my extremities hurt extremely bad. My …

THE BIG THREE ZERO! We’ve made it to 30 posts! I can’t wait for that 100 mark so I can read back! Yes this is for me as much as it is for you. So this is gonna start crazy and end calm. First and foremost. Thank you to all who have supported me financially. That has been amazing. Second …

Alright alright alright… Ok now that I’ve got that off my chest. Let’s get going. Yesterday was a real kick in the man candies. So I woke up feeling like pure death. Seemingly because I worked my ass off trying to prepare the shop for the winter. It’s the only place I’ll have to work. Fire heated and insulated fairly …

This is a late one! I rarely do night entries because I’m either tired AF, foggy or already sleeping close to this hour. Yeah I hit the sheets really early normally. I just don’t have the energy anymore to go for long periods of time. So here I am awake, about to take some sleepy time pills so I don’t …

So it’s 4am.. well 5am now. I woke up just before 4am, tight chest, mind racing. Yeah that’s always fun. I know why… I’ve put myself into a tailspin worrying about income again. Things have slowed and now with a project running there’s money going out but not coming in. I pray this project goes well because I truly need …

Good day! Here we are another entry into the journey on dropKAG.com. This one comes a little later than expected. Had a med change Thursday. Between that and just plain old ups, down and not feeling well… it just kept getting later, kept saying I’d do it here in a bit but it just never happened. Sorry for that and …